rainy weather

I don't like this heavy rain
this aching pain
making my heart so cold
making our castle, made of gold,
sink in waves of hatred and tears
they've grown fast  - old fears
faster than we could imagine

now you're here scratching
dirty nails on closed doors- they won't answer you
the voices, the faces you've once called whores

and this is where you find yourself
crying, bleeding
self- deceiving
lies that make my heart so cold
lies that wrecked the castle
and now there is no more gold
there is just rain

and I don't like rain at all....